Ore no Isekai Shimai ga Jichou Shinai! Volume 1, Chapter 3-1

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Ore no Isekai Shimai ga Jichou Shinai! Volume 1, Chapter 3-1

  • Rhex

Father’s Feelings


I sent Alice back to the guest house, as I headed towards the mansion. I have no time to waste, Blake could act at any moment.

That’s why I now stood at the entrance to my Father’s study. I confirmed that he was in the room and then stepped into the door.

“….Leon? What are you doing…”

Because I entered without knocking, Father is a little cautious of me.

“Father, I’m sorry for the sudden visit, but I just wanted to talk a little. So if you can, could you spare a little time for me?”

“……You just wanted to talk? Is it something so important you needed to suddenly visit me like this?”

“Actually earlier – -“

I tell Father everything that happened earlier leaving out no detail. After hearing my story, he lets out a sigh.

“Indeed, I understand why you needed to talk with me so suddenly, but what do you expect me to do? Surely, you don’t just want me to punish Blake?”

“No, of course not, even if you were to do something like that, it would only put me in a worse position.”

“Yes, I know you understand that Blake will come up with some story to tell Caroline, and she will believe it without a doubt. So, why did you come to me if you already understand that much?”

“I…I came here to protect someone important to me.”

“Someone important? Are you speaking about the girl, Alice?”

“She is one of them.”

At first, I wanted to protect my promise with Saya — this was the only thing that gave me a reason to live for so long.

But eight years after I was reincarnated in this world, things that I hold dear to me have increased. If I lose any of these precious things, I can never be happy.

“……You’re saying you want the power to defend everything you hold dear, do you intend to become my heir?”

“No, it’s the opposite.”

“….What do you mean?”

“My life is made more difficult because Caroline is wary of me trying to threaten Blake’s position, right? I came here to say that I am not interested in becoming the heir to the Grances family.”

“In other words, by declaring that you will not be the heir, you would like a guarantee of some sort of freedom?”

“Almost, I would like you to guarantee the safety of Alice as well. If this is something you can do, then I would like you to write up a document guaranteeing our safety.”

Actually I want Milli to come back as well and I hope that there is something I can do about Claire’s marriage. But there is no way Caroline would ever agree to any of that.

So for now, I am only able to protect Alice.

“…… Hmm…well it’s possible, but I’m surprised, I thought you were more ambitious than this.”

“Because I don’t need an elevated position to live a happy life. It is enough if I am able to stay with the people most important to me…………. Actually, I would also like it if we were able to become closer.”

I add that last little bit at the end. At that moment my father’s face was dyed with surprise.

“You…you don’t bear a grudge against me?”

“I don’t hate you….At least not entirely. I know it’s hard to believe, but I can’t bring myself to hate my family.”

“Because we are family, you forgive me?”

“I think that I would like to get to know you, if possible, and I do feel some sympathy for Caroline.”

“Fuu, is that so?”

“I’m not trying to speak to your conscience, and when it comes to Blake…… Although I can never forgive him for the way he treated Alice, I still don’t want to fight him if possible.”

“You…you have a big heart. Milli has raised you well.”

Father looks away with an emotional gaze. Somehow his appearance looked very lonely just now.

“……Can I ask you one thing?”

“What is it?”

“Father, how did you feel about Milli?”

The moment I asked, Father opened his eyes wide.

“Do you know that Milli is your mother?…No, it was just you two together for a long time, it’s only natural that you’d know.”

“No, I didn’t know about it until after Milli had already left.”

“I see….Milli was an honest person.”

I wonder if he is feeling nostalgic of the past? Father turned his eyes to look out of the window, becoming lost in thoughts of the past.

“……..You were asking what I thought of Milli.”

“Yes. What did you think of her….”

“Of course I loved her. No, I still love her.”

I am a little surprised after hearing my father’s words. I could tell by the way he was acting that he never hated Milli, but I wasn’t expecting such a straightforward answer.

“Then….why….why didn’t you stop Milli from leaving?”

“That is because I felt guilty to Carol.”

“Is that so……”

Caroline is my father’s legal wife. Milli is only a mistress. That’s why I couldn’t say anything once I was told he felt guilty to Caroline.

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“……Carol and I are childhood friends, we have been friends with each other for a long time, and with that kind of relationship, it was decided that we would get married.”

“Is that so, then two people that loved each other ended up together.”

“……No, we thought of each other like siblings, we did not see each other as a man and woman. Besides, Carol had someone that she loved, but as I’m sure you know, children from a noble family have no right to choose who they marry.”

“…….A political marriage.”

“It is true that we may have been close friends and maybe even a good match with one another……But, there is no doubt that it was an unwanted marriage for both of us. But…we couldn’t refuse, we chose to live together and support each other. In fact, Carol and I really did all we could to support each other and make each other happy.”

“Until you met Milli – right?”

“Yes, I was attracted to Milli. I distanced myself from Carol. I could not bring myself to act like I loved her any longer.”

“Well, then why did you isolate Milli…?”

“I still wanted to have Milli at my side. Although I don’t love Carol, it does not change the fact that Carol is important to me, so I wanted to do whatever I could to alleviate the pain I had caused her. I’m not asking you to understand, but….”

“Is that so……”

……In the end, everyone is a victim of the rules of the nobility.

It may be impossible now, but……I would like it if someday Father, Caroline and even Blake could become closer with me.

……No, as for Blake, it is impossible for us to get along as it is. I don’t want to completely give up on him, but I feel like it is the job of the entire family to help fix his ways.

“May I ask you a question now?”

“……What is it?”

“….Did Milli hate me?”

“The entire time we were together I never knew she was my mother, but not once did I hear her say anything negative about you.”

“I see…”

At that time Father showed an expression of either guilt or regret. Or was it relief? The expression I saw on his face was complicated and I couldn’t tell what he was feeling.





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Rhexr
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Could it be!? An extra chapter!?

Three chapters this week cause they’re kind of short. Now, the real question is if I can pull myself away from Horizon Zero Dawn.

Also, my chapters are being hosted over at novelsnchill.com

So if you want to support me without donating you can read the chapters over there. Don’t worry still will be posting here like normal as well. And here’s the direct link to the series:

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(Site recently updated the layout so pardon the mess)

keitarohutako
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If you want some assistance on regards to the pulling thing… I can tie your other arm to a rope with truck-kun pulling it you know? Though there will be a few negative effects, it is still very effective if I must say….

framee
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“I don’t hate you….It sounds crazy to say, but I can’t hate my family.”
「恨んでない――とは言えません。でも、なんだかんだ言って家族ですから」
Maybe..
“I hold no enmity ―― I can’t say that though. I can’t really explain it well but its because we’re family after all.”

Uhmm.. so Rion kinda forgive but he will remember the mistreatment,, that kind of thing
Sorry for weird phrasings

Rhexr
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Updated it to:

“I don’t hate you….At least not entirely. I know it’s hard to believe, but I can’t bring myself to hate my family.”

Think that is more accurate. Thank you!

framee
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That’s much much better! no weird phrasings like mine. lol

keitarohutako
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And I am freaking FIRST!!!!

Anish Kumar
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that is biased . Victims of the rules of the nobility , isn’t it just an arranged marriage , they make it like it’s one of the worst things there is . Both arranged and love marriages have their advantages and disadvantages If the heart doesn’t waver then everything is good else you are just a stud or a bit*h(both are derogatory terms).

KonKon
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Wow you’re talking like you’ve been experienced all those thing’s.
life must’ve been sucks for you eh!?
either that or you’re just talking BS

Anish Kumar
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just where does it seem like i’m talking like i’m experienced . is it that you have got a whole lot of bullsh*t time on your hands to write that . did you even read what i wrote . what’s even your standing here . no like you being in the same place makes your life really great, of course you have a whole load of ancestor’s fortune to use . Can you use ant size brain of yours and explain what BS you found. Mr Wise Sage who never gets out of your hole else buzz off.

Van Houston
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Can’t wait can’t wait can’t wait~

Raufgar
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Thanks for the chapter~!

framee
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Well s**t, if I’m on Caroline position of course I’ll be extremely anxious and wary of the mistress child.

Marriage against my will leaving the one I love, just to see my husband take another woman, and to make it worse the child from the mistress is brighter than my child.
Yyeeaah…. I’ll be stressed out.

Thank you for the chapter!
Zu’u kogaan hi dii fahdon

DB AV
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The way victims treat innocent children with the same cruelty they received is truly ironic right?

gehenna2305
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Aaargh!!! Too Short!!!!(lol)

Anyway, Thank You very much!

Dark Jackel
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Thanks for the chapter! 😄

sfcipher
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Thanks for the chapter.

phyrigia
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really? I don’t believe that Caroline doesn’t love his husband. I’m sure she does. If she doesn’t then why would she still stay will him. She could just run away with the one she loved.
Especially they are close childhood friend.
thank you!

CalmNight
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Force plot..Force plot..Force plot…

lygarx
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I like to think of the author as the god who created the world and translators as the prophet who receives the word. hosters are the preachers that help spread the good word

kenchan223
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Amen.

Brian Chen
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Amen

Bruno Lopes Mos Gonçalves
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Amen.

Rhexr
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Is there some kind of cult starting in the comments?

Zzzzz-sama
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.. No action ?? Pffft.. Ahahaha don’t mind me..

Thanks for the chapter 🙂

kenchan223
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The father did say that Carol had someone she loved but political unwanted marriage was forced upon them and they ‘could not’ refuse as it is the rule. We don’t know if Carol really had someone she loved or if she liked the father since they are childhood friends who only think of each other as siblings but that will wait till Carol explains herself lol.

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Thanks for chapter ; ))

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